The Most Important Thing Is To Be Me

In these past few weeks it's been a journey. I have been infinitely more vulnerable than I ever have been, just to think that it will help in the long run. I have fully appreciated life and love for those who are going through the same thing. I have laughed, cried, and had bad days, good days, and terrible days. But there have been more bad than good. It's because I'm struggling with depression and am just getting better that it's that way. This realization that I needed to take antidepressants is a powerful one and a step that I most likely wouldn't of taken a few years ago. It takes a person to fully want to get better and see the light at the end of the tunnel. And furthermore, I describe my good days as being average to where I need to be these past few weeks. Am I getting better? Yes. Have I arrived? I don't fully know yet. Life is a journey and through these ups and downs, easy ways and hard ways, the most important thing is to be fully dependent on who I am to be me.